bisleri

Pure from the heart of himalayas, precious and vital to human existence. it has undergone so many quality checks. if only...we treated love with as much sanctity, if only we realised that its an entity thats as pure and vital and is fast depleting. i strongly feel that it needs to be preserved, protected from getting contaminated or from going waste...coz i dont see a day when we'd be able to bottle it and sell it off the shelf!

shiddat...

wo shiddat se kisi ko chaahna...
bhool gayi hain aankhein
ab samajh aata hai, kyun takra takra kar
kinaare se laut jaaya karti hain lehrein,
kyun raat bhar tik nahin sakta chaand
kyun ek saal beet-te lag jaate hain saalon
kyun ek lamha bhi rukne ko tayyar nahin
kyun sadkon ki apni koi manzil nahin hoti,
kyun manzilon ka khud nahin koi thikana
wo shiddat se kisi ko chaahna...

iss yug ki radha...

saloni hai sawli bhi,
pyaar mein thodi si bawli bhi,
akasmaat achanak muskaati hai...
haribhajan gungunaati hai
iss yug ki radha

gaiyya ko charaate, mann ka vicharan
jaane kab ho jayein hari ke darshan
unki baansuri ki taan par jame hain kaan...
taan par sapne hi toh bunti hai
koi na bhi bulaye toh sunti hai
iss yug ki radha

matki phodta hai, maa ko sataata hai
munh khole toh poora sansaar dikhata hai
gopiyon se raas kar radha ko jalaata hai
kaanha hai, jaanti hai phir bhi jalti hai
iss yug ki radha

wo shyam nahin shvet hai,
bas yehi ek bhed hai...
uski chhavi barson se mann mein chhupaye
radha ne kitne janam ganvaye...
par har roop mein apne kanhaiya ko pehchaanti hai
iss yug ki radha

dear god,
this comes to you to finally resign from the post of 'a good human being'. guess i have served enough and to the best of my capabilities on this position and now i wish to 'grow' and achieve more in life. aint it amazing in fact that i survived in this place for 28 long years?

limited....

if it has limits how is it love? if it makes sense to you, if it confirms to your sensibililities...if it is sane, then how is it love? if it doesnt hurt anyone, if it isnt awkward, if it is not about lust, if it doesnt leave a hollow if it doesnt take the 24 hours of my thought process if it isnt selfish if it doesnt disgust you if it doesnt take away everything else from me, if it makes me....is it love?

JUST...

how well do we conclude things? how's anyone answerable to me? why should i hold any importance in their lives? how convemiently they detach and take on their lives while you're still connected. but that's where the mistake is, this is my own problem. i should have to deal with it on my own. its noone else's business. they say its kinda important at the age of 28 to grow up. experience it all, the way it is. where it takes you. LEARN AND GROW ALONE

night out of Q?

i have a cellphone, the relevant numbers. a pepper spray in my bag, i know some self defence techniques also. i can distinguish a raunchy gaze from an admiring look, my antennae are at work 24X7. i can sense danger from miles away. generally, i dont take risks...i'm not stupid. i can handle myself when i'm drunk and i have all that it takes.
but you know what...i dont want to live the life of a fugitive...i dont want to walk on landmines anymore. i want to live, free of fears and tensions.