JUST...

how well do we conclude things? how's anyone answerable to me? why should i hold any importance in their lives? how convemiently they detach and take on their lives while you're still connected. but that's where the mistake is, this is my own problem. i should have to deal with it on my own. its noone else's business. they say its kinda important at the age of 28 to grow up. experience it all, the way it is. where it takes you. LEARN AND GROW ALONE

night out of Q?

i have a cellphone, the relevant numbers. a pepper spray in my bag, i know some self defence techniques also. i can distinguish a raunchy gaze from an admiring look, my antennae are at work 24X7. i can sense danger from miles away. generally, i dont take risks...i'm not stupid. i can handle myself when i'm drunk and i have all that it takes.
but you know what...i dont want to live the life of a fugitive...i dont want to walk on landmines anymore. i want to live, free of fears and tensions.