Saturday, January 3, 2009

namak

Namak banna chahta hun…
Saaf dhula safed sa
Lehron se lipat ke aaun,
Kinaron pe Dhoop khaun
Moti na sahi lekin Moti sa chamkun,
Kuchh kar dikhana chahta hun…

Uski bhookh ka hissa ban
Sawaar rahun uski zubaan par
Hone ka pata na chale
Par na hone par sab
feeka lagey mere bina
chuchaap uske lahu mein shaamil ho
uski ragon mein daud lagaun
sar se pair tak fail jaun…nazar bhi na aaun
uske har rang mein ghul
khud ko khona chahta hun
namak banna chahta hun

uske zakhmon mein jo galti se bhar jaun
toh aasuon se bhi main hi bahar aaun
mujhe chakhe ya beh jaane de
thodi si jalan reh jaane de
ehsaas hona zaroori toh nahin
bas yun hi kabhi kabhi yaad aana chahta hun
namak banna chahta hun

mera zyada hona khale
toh mere kam hone mein bhi khala hai
na jaane kya junoon ho chala hai
sookha aur khaara
mujhe nami ki kamii hi bhali ho
apni pyaas ko zinda rakh
khud jeena chahta hun
namak banna chahta hun

namak

Namak banna chahta hun…
Saaf dhula safed sa
Lehron se lipat ke aaun,
Kinaron pe Dhoop khaun
Moti na sahi lekin Moti sa chamkun,
Kuchh kar dikhana chahta hun…

Uski bhookh ka hissa ban
Sawaar rahun uski zubaan par
Hone ka pata na chale
Par na hone par sab
feeka lagey mere bina
chuchaap uske lahu mein shaamil ho
uski ragon mein daud lagaun
sar se pair tak fail jaun…nazar bhi na aaun
uske har rang mein ghul
khud ko khona chahta hun
namak banna chahta hun

uske zakhmon mein jo galti se bhar jaun
toh aasuon se bhi main hi bahar aaun
mujhe chakhe ya beh jaane de
thodi si jalan reh jaane de
ehsaas hona zaroori toh nahin
bas yun hi kabhi kabhi yaad aana chahta hun
namak banna chahta hun

mera zyada hona khale
toh mere kam hone mein bhi khala hai
na jaane kya junoon ho chala hai
sookha aur khaara
mujhe nami ki kamii hi bhali ho
apni pyaas ko zinda rakh
khud jeena chahta hun
namak banna chahta hun