Tuesday, July 24, 2007

a blogger at last...

...welcome to the world of blogging...by complete fluke and shallow excitement of seeing others owning a 'webpage' god alone knows how long this sustains my interest, as has been the fate of many diaries that i started writing at the beginning of every year and abandoned them no sooner than jan 14th!!! ok...bad way to start...this blog shall live! coz the very fact that im making and writing on one means...im on something...narcotics? drugs? what then?.........simply sedated...im guessing. hence, until the sedation lasts, shall we presume for now?!

this is fun...im actually seeing a mirror here...am a bit conscious, bit awkward. slowly giving in and opening up though. must mention the process of getting here...phew! what an interrogation, what netophernalia for something as simple as this. its like having to answer...whatsup? what're 'you' doing here? of all the people, you? uh, but you have an email id, right? why do u want a new one? ok, any queries? ......no your honour, nothing so far. case adjourned, until the next hearing! trust me, it almost seemed like that. i hope i can re-enter this space after having said all that by the givers/creators. weird. right? them silly. hmm...so talking of sedation, its that time of the day when i usually get back from work, lie down peacefully doing nothing. something im not ready to trade-off for anything. my nothing means the world to me. i know what i missed when i didnt have access to it for two long years. i cherish, adore and swear by my nothing. so if this blog has begun to mean something, which has taken me away from the most imp nothing, i must be sedated....
im beginning to wonder how i would get people to talk about 'blogging' tomorrow and flaunt my lovely little space, MY lovely little space, that means 'nothing' to me really now (see how imp its become) on second thoughts, why should i bother telling anyone. this is one territory i can tread about as freely as possible. like the naked beaches of goa! but then, too much nakedness puts me off. its like a bikini beach. one can just be themselves, chill, relax and rejuvenate. wow! that sounds like a cool ad for www.sosedated.blogspot.com... the bikini beach space that means nothing really!
already feels like i've lost it...feels sooo good...its such a high! anybody there? anybody listening?! helloooooo...i can hear an echo...ooooo....i must be...so...so...sedated....

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