a tunnel of emotions...or a funnel of a human, how exactly can i describe myself right now? figuring out...have never felt this incomplete in life ever. last night, i had the entire bunch of my favourite people in office over...we sat chatted, had a 'blast' as they say...but then, i couldnt run very far...the emptiness just loomed large around me. the more i'd try to run the more 'quicksandish' proportions it gained. by the end of it, i gave up, i was hollow.
i have always believed and opined that 'one' incident, one person or one thing in should not determine your entire life, its like standing on a wooden raft that might overturn any moment. just that 'one' wave...will then be held responsible...for no real fault of its own. but then, this is like waiting and giving in to that 'one' wave. suicidal? no, as long as it fills into you...into the hollowness, just let go. the wait will soon be over, but then...am i going to miss the void? the emptiness? the hollow me?
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