Dard-e-disco!

am i a desparate soul? desperate to be understood, desperate to love...desperate to be loved?? desperate to know the future, desperate to become the past, desperate to be happy, desperate to cry? i think it clearly shows in my eyes...the desperation to be understood or misunderstood all at one go. i've always associated men with this term, until i discovered the beautiful irony of this word in my life. how do i manage so much desperation at one go? am desperate to know...