सिर्फ़ वो...

क्या करूँ कि उसका सारा दर्द सिमट आए मुझमें…
जब दर्द एक जैसा है तो शरीर क्यूँ दो हों?
है मुझमें इतनी ताक़त की सोख लूँ उसकी तड़प…
रोक दूँ उसके अन्दर बहते आंसू…
या बहार ले आऊं?
क्या करूँ?
वो तो पत्थर का है न…
क्या महसूस करता होगा?
usey छूने से डरती हूँ
शायद पिघल जाऊं,
वो कभी अपनी आग से डरता होगा?
ख़ुद को किस तरह खाली करूँ की usey ख़ुद में भर पाऊं
ख़ुद का इक इक कतरा निकाल दूँ
जो उसका एक हिस्सा भी पा जाऊँ…
क्या करूँ?

khud...

Tujh mein khud ko kho diya hai...
Ab dhoondne se bhi na milne paata hai khud
Kambakht saamne hi nahin aata hai khud
Khud ko talaash karun
Ya tujhe dekhun?
Tujhe dekhti rahun toh nazar aa jaata hai khudbakhud!

Khud ki thitholi se pareshan hun…
Khud kehta hai bhool jao
Yaad dilaata hai khud
Main door jaati hun
Toh wo paas aata hai khud
Aasuon se chidhta hai
Aur rula jaata hai khud!

Khud ko rokun toh kis tarah
Kalam ki syaahi mein baandhti hun…beh jaata hai
Badbadaate na jaane kya kya keh jaata hai
Bhaag bhaag ke har taraf bebas
theek wahin kyun reh jaata hai khud ?

sochti hun khud ki parwah chhod dun
bas ab khud se rishta tod dun
jeete-jee ek kabr mein so jaun
khud ek kafan hi odh lun
dafan hone ki duaen karta hai ek taraf
aur tujhise saansein udhaar lena chahta hai khud !
isiliye tujh mein khud ko kho diya hai...
ab aur kya chahta hai khud?



khud

chaand aaj poora hai

chaand aaj poora hai..

jaagti aankhein jalti hongi...

roshan khud hai wo jahan bhar mein andhera kar ke

chalo kuchh der mein jagaa denge sawera karke

chaand aaj poora hai kaari badri tarasti hogi saari raat barasti hogi

laakh aanchal mein dhaka nazar bachane ko

chhip chhip ke milta raha wo kaatil zamane ko

chaand aaj poora hai

tootne ki aawazein toh aani hi thi

kahin dil tootenge kahin upvaas

kahin amaavas ki aas kyunki chaand...aaj poora hai

saara aakash adhoora sahi...chaand aaj poora hai

dhuaan...

dhuen mein udaa dene ko apna har hissa aaj

bechain hun

zinda rehkar kuchh kuchh galne ka maza

jaam se seenchi aag ke jalne ka maza

neend ko raat bhar ki sazaa sunaane ko

bechain hun

khayal aaj katra katra nikal rahe hain

shayad dhuen ki garmi se pighal rahe hain

ragon ke khoon mein ravaani si hai

aaj har baat mein kahani si hai

kash lekar gash khaati haqeeqat

kashmakash mein lamhe

uff kya museebat

mohabbat ke maare ashkon ko beh jaate dekh

bebas muskuraane ko

bechain hun

bechare computer ko kya pata...

Bechare computer ko kya pata…
Kyun achanak mohabbat se pesh aate hain? Ya kyun kabhi
Keyboard Gusse mein taptapaate hain?
din yun hi ban jaata hai jab wo muskuraate hain!

Wo Duniya bhar ki khidkiyon mein jhaankte rehte hain
aur yahan shabd nishabd se bas unhein taakte rehte hain
jaise unhi ki aankhon mein saari duniya nazar aati hai
kyun unki ek chhuan se hi system mein bijli si daud jaati hai?
bechare computer ko kya pata

playlist mein bajte gaane toh wo sunte hain
sirf ek click se apna mood chunte hain
wo sunta hai, sannate mein unki siskiyon ki sadaa
unke tapakte aasuon ka chashmadeet gawaah
bechare computer ko kya pata

Wo raat bhar jagaate hain phir tadke hi uthaate hain
Pata nahin kaam hai ya kuchh aur
likhte hain, mitaate hain...
wo na jaane kya chahte hain
khayalon ko bhasha toh di hai
par jo khayal bol nahin paate unka kya?
Bechare computer ko kya pata?

bachpan se...

mujhe toh bachpan se aadat thi khone ki
toh kisi aur se kyun ho gila?
kisi aur ki talaash ka hissa hoga wo...
usne paa liya maine kho diya
yeh kya ki ik zara si baat par
tumne daaman ashkon se bhigo diya?
mujhe toh bachpan se aadat thi khone ki
raaton ko takiye bhigone ki
bewajah sapne sanjone ki
so ek beej aur bo diya
hariyali ka armaan toh tha
par ab galti na karungi baat johne ki
mujhe toh bachpan se aadat thi khone ki

ek os ki boond...

ek os ki boond ho...
na jaane kya kuchh kar guzarne ki khwahish hai
seep se nikalkar moti banne ki khwahish hai
abhi aasmaan khula hai,
zameen paas aa rahi hai
badalon ki taan par
hawa gungunaa rahi hai

neeche ki zameen saaf dhuli si hai
mitti ki khushubuen fizaon mein ghuli si hain
abhi toh aadha safar tay hua hai
yeh jahaan..
upar se bahut chhota dikhta hai
paas aate aate kuchh aur sanwarta hai
par bahut jald takraoge dharti se...sach se
kathor hai.
zara samhalna

maalum hai sarfarosh ho,
apne junoon mein madhosh ho
par raaste mein milenge
aur toofan josh se bhare
rokenge raasta tumhara beech mein khare
tab sirf junoon kaam aayega
issey bacha lena

khud mein badal se kam nahin tum maana
kaandhe pe uthaya hai saara zamana
par os ki boond ho tum
deh na jaana
hawa ke kisi andekhe jhonke mein beh na jana
kuchh bojha ho sake toh baant lo
itna kuchh khud mein samaye na chalo
jo kar liya bahut hai,
aage aur bahut kuchh karna
aasman se zameen tak ke safar mein
tum apna khayal rakhna